Problems of an Individual.

Everyone has problems in life. We shouldn't stress about ours so much because we're not the only ones at stake. But still, people are vulnerable to their thoughts, much more to their emotions and it affects their actions. Whether it's relationship problems, family problems, social problems, anyone can be affected by their own obstacles. We shouldn't let our ignorance get a hold of us either and push away others' present being because we may not have been in their place or just too worried about our own issues that it degrades everyone elses. Right now, I am, or better yet, my whole family is facing an issue that could just tear everyone apart. My grown cousin, or "grown," comes to me for advice when I can't do anything at all. It's coming to a point where I'm becoming involved when I really don't favor to. With school work, social life, and family issues, I'm becoming stressed out myself. But I shouldn't back out. I shouldn't let this tear me down.

My bestfriend/boyfriend tells me that I should be stronger than this, that I have other things that I have to understand before stressing out on situations, that I should never give up because it'll just create greater problems which i'd have to start over from. His words just calm me. I can't think of anyone else who would give me advice like this, maybe because he's been through worse conditions since he was a child. This is why we should all be considerate of others and to save ourselves from desperation and to be strong no matter what someone else's belief is. We should all see a problem as a challenge to get through, an obstacle that we must face to have it resolved. Because that's what a problem is supposed to be right? Something resolved in the end. I may not know everything, i know that, and i may not be strong towards myself right now, but i'm not going to give up. Neither should anyone else, and we should also try to think of ways to resolve our own problems before asking others, especially when we may feel desperate.


Try, try, try..even if don't succeed in the end, at least you'll know you made an effort to do so. :]

GOODNIGHT

Have to state my issues somewhere..

- I'm bipolar. Possibly. Assumptions may be wrong and can just be never ending mood swings. I'm such a pessimist towards myself and only myself. I'm not too good with hiding emotion, I can't help it. I frequently become spaced out but I don't know why. I don't drink a lot, I don't get high like my other friends, even they can focus more -____- Sometimes I just wanna give up. I feel like I have nothing else to do. All I'm doing now is going to school, even though I can't seem to pay attention. Recently, I've been helping out my mom around the house because she's been working two jobs and she never stops. It's crazy. I d k if I could ever be in her position, I'm just lazy. I'm too needy too. I know the fact that I can't always get what I want but it seems to make me moody.. I really hate rude people too but I can't hold grudges like others so I'm easy, but not like that kinda easy. Easy as in being too kind to people even though they're an ass. Although, I always act tough, like I could do something in return to make things equal. But all that is talk, unfortunately. Maybe the doctor was right, maybe I do need a psychiatrist because apparently no one can really understand me. My boyfriend could but I don't want to worry bout me so much. Family is just physically there but they can't do anything but give me advice that don't even make sense to me or I just can't constantly follow. I don't know what to do with my life, I'm only 16. And yet, I'm thinking about when the time comes. I cry randomly sometimes or something small may have hit me hard that I just think too much. I just wished I was home schooled, maybe I could focus more. I don't need a lot of friends, because most of them are just fake. Although, I see a good in every person I meet, I don't think I'd be able to keep up with a huge social life. I can't even keep up now. well, kinda, I just don't know. But most people don't really care about what I have to say anyway, well that's what I see. Oh well.