You can probably acknowledge him as being my bestfriend as well. When in doubt, my boyfriend always seems to have a logical answer to my problems or dying questions. Unfortunately, I'm too stubborn sometimes to even listen or follow. It's something to work on but none the less, I'm always grateful for him. He supports me in every decision I make whether he agrees with it or not, plus he's met some of my family which is a big deal for me. He's someone I'd want the whole world to know about even though he has those smartass remarks or his obnoxious guyish ways. ha.
Whenever we have a disagreement, it's usually about how I am and how I need to control my emotions from my actions. Or sometimes I hesitate to tell him what I'm thinking. I really have that problem, to say what I think. Maybe it's because I have a lot on my mind but I usually don't think of much, I just think too hard. It's kind of weird but I am noticing a change in my life, not to be overly dramatic here but I've been M.I.A. for a while and it's because I don't really like socializing too much with others anymore. It's not really what I'm aiming at, at this point. It's not that I'm being antisocial, it's just that I prefer having a few trustful friends on my side instead of a billion with never ending judgement or unimportant stuff. Although, my boyfriend would always tell me to hang out with my friends more, even though I end up staying at his side anyway.
Ah, the motivator, he tries and tries but my stubborn self won't give in. I listen though, and I keep in my head what he advises me, categorizing what I feel is right or wrong. He motivates me to not quit most of the time and picks points at where I have quit at something. It may not be much of a big deal but he's right, I need to stick to what I'm doing more. I don't want it to become an oblivious habit. I hope that someday, I become as strong and sensible as him. He's like a role model to me in a way. One that loves me for who I am no matter what. I'm thankful for having a bestfriend and partner like him.
But for now, this is only the beginning. <3
Whenever we have a disagreement, it's usually about how I am and how I need to control my emotions from my actions. Or sometimes I hesitate to tell him what I'm thinking. I really have that problem, to say what I think. Maybe it's because I have a lot on my mind but I usually don't think of much, I just think too hard. It's kind of weird but I am noticing a change in my life, not to be overly dramatic here but I've been M.I.A. for a while and it's because I don't really like socializing too much with others anymore. It's not really what I'm aiming at, at this point. It's not that I'm being antisocial, it's just that I prefer having a few trustful friends on my side instead of a billion with never ending judgement or unimportant stuff. Although, my boyfriend would always tell me to hang out with my friends more, even though I end up staying at his side anyway.
Ah, the motivator, he tries and tries but my stubborn self won't give in. I listen though, and I keep in my head what he advises me, categorizing what I feel is right or wrong. He motivates me to not quit most of the time and picks points at where I have quit at something. It may not be much of a big deal but he's right, I need to stick to what I'm doing more. I don't want it to become an oblivious habit. I hope that someday, I become as strong and sensible as him. He's like a role model to me in a way. One that loves me for who I am no matter what. I'm thankful for having a bestfriend and partner like him.
But for now, this is only the beginning. <3
